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Author Archives: erinparker75
Summer of Change
I had such a fire to write yesterday, but now that fire is gone. Can I stoke the flame (ha….originally, I wrote “blame” and I wonder if that’s a Freudian slip) if I sit here long enough and let my … Continue reading
The Rule of Three
Three deaths have happened within the past two months. First to go was my grandfather. In order to get back to Texas, I had scheduled my bereavement leave for October when his Celebration of Life was planned. Naturally, crazy family … Continue reading
tacos = life
Hi y’all. Life update ➜ I’m a nurse and live in the mountains now!! This blog has changed so much since the days of yore when Marissa started this website for me, insisting I capture my travels on something more … Continue reading
The One with The Parentheses
Happy anniversary to my body!!! Four years now. My surgery anniversary is always a special day for me. I like to reflect on the magical man who came into my life to change it forever (Dr. Mangal) and how he … Continue reading
Posted in Endometriosis, My Life, Travel
Tagged anxiety, aqaba, blood sugar, chronic illness, cystic fibrosis, depression, digestion, Dr. Mangal, ein gedi, endo, endo sister, endomet, hypopressive breathing, israel, jerusalem, jordan, korean skincare, low pressure fitness, nursing, petra, spoonies, spoons, surgery, tel aviv, TWU, UT Health, UTMB, wadi rum, zoloft
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Endo Belly Love
[I’m not going to talk about Harvey. It’s too soon, and my dearest friends and family have been through horrifying experiences because of it.] ************************************************************************************* Hey you little scamps! I’ve got some news: I’m pregnant. Hahahaha jk. The REAL … Continue reading
Posted in Bend, Endometriosis, Oregon, Portland, Travel
Tagged anatomy and physiology, Bend, deschutes, deschutes river, Elk Lake, endo, endo belly, endometriosis, Etro, harvey, hurricane, Marriott Marquis, Mercantile, mount hood, mt hood, murder, nursing, nursing school, Oregon, Pacific Northwest, Pacific NW, Portland, RN, RN programs, science, The Shining, timberline lodge, Tumalo Falls
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Stay Sexy And Don’t Get Murdered
That’s the tagline behind my new podcast obsession – My Favorite Murder. I’ve been binge-listening since I discovered it. Here’s a little secret I’m harboring: I’ve always had a life-long fear of being murdered. For reals. And I always thought … Continue reading
Happiness is a choice!….and Cake Suicide (part four)
Turns out, Zoloft was the magic pill. It took about 3 weeks of dosage adjusting to completely stabilize and I’m now a different person. I haven’t been depressed since early February. This is SENSATIONAL for me. I can’t believe I … Continue reading
Posted in depression, Endometriosis
Tagged african dance, cake suicide, danca ma mi kizomba, dancing, depression, GI, happiness, insomnia, kizomba, mental illness, psychiatry, serotonin, suicide, voldemort, zoloft
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Happiness is a choice!….and Cake Suicide (part three)
I was very hopeful that the meds would work. 2 weeks later, I’m still sobbing uncontrollably every day. I feel like there is someone sitting on my chest – this heaviness that I can’t explain, like a vice of sadness … Continue reading
Posted in depression, Endometriosis
Tagged cake suicide, depression, endo, endometriosis, happiness, psychiatrist, sadness, serotonin, zoloft
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Happiness is a choice!….and Cake Suicide (part two)
But, where to begin? I remember from one of my Ginsberg tests that I produce very low levels of dopamine and serotonin, so the first thing I did was look up what low levels do to your body and brain. … Continue reading
Posted in depression, Endometriosis
Tagged cake suicide, depression, dopamine, endo, endometriosis, ginsberg, happiness, lexapro, memorial hermann, psychiatry, serotonin
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Happiness is a choice!….and Cake Suicide (part one)
…and other lies we are always told… Finally I’m back! There is a reason I’ve been gone. Not just because I felt like ignoring my 5 readers. I love you guys! I would never push you away. Unless I am … Continue reading
Posted in depression, Endometriosis, My Life
Tagged depression, endo, endometriosis, insomnia, st. maarten
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